dreams

Dear Eric,

I think its time to go back to therapy. I have been having nightmares again. Every time you are in my dreams, its never good. Like I can't just have a happy dream with you in it. Whenever I see you in my dreams, I am telling you that you are dead, and you won't believe me. I have to CONVINCE you. And last night in my dream, I actually saw your face. We were kind of arguing, and I was yelling at you that you are dead. Its so weird, and then I wake up and feel like "what the hell just happened?" Why am I having to explain to YOU that YOU are dead?

Maybe its my own mind trying to explain it to myself.

Love Always,
your babygirl~